Isn't that the $64,000 question?
What do I want?
I truly have no idea. None.
More than this, I know that. More activity, more excitement, more happiness, more fulfilment, more success.
But how, and at what? No clue.
I had dreams as a child, but they all seem stupid now, or it's much to late to pursue them. I have ideas now, but they all seem stupid and I constantly doubt my ability to even attempt let alone achieve them.
I want....... more
But what the hell does that even mean?
Sigh. Going back to bed. I know the answer to my $64,000 question doesn't lie in there with me, but honestly, it's the only thing I have the energy for now.
