Tuesday, June 12, 2012

What do I want???

Isn't that the $64,000 question?

What do I want?

I truly have no idea. None.

More than this, I know that. More activity, more excitement, more happiness, more fulfilment, more success.

But how, and at what? No clue.

I had dreams as a child, but they all seem stupid now, or it's much to late to pursue them. I have ideas now, but they all seem stupid and I constantly doubt my ability to even attempt let alone achieve them.

I want....... more

But what the hell does that even mean?

Sigh. Going back to bed. I know the answer to my $64,000 question doesn't lie in there with me, but honestly, it's the only thing I have the energy for now.

1 comment:

  1. I ask myself the same question on a daily basis. For me, I just had to figure a way to get myself out there. It was hard as hell, but I'm doing it. I know we don't know each other, as we've only spoken a couple times, but from what I know of you so far, you'll find the answer to your questions. I think we all will.